My Friends Rock So Hard 12/4/2003
I asked him on Monday to meet up with me on campus on Wednesday. On Tuesday I reminded him. So he calls me at seven after he had gotten back from house hunting, as planned, and told me to IM him because his cell phone was dying. So I go on-line to IM him and see that he's idle and away. So I IM him, and after an hour he has still not replied. Now, I IMed him twenty minutes after I got his call. You'd think that since he knew I'd be IMing him soon,maybe he'd wanna stay by his computer...? Last night I was actually considering trying to work things out, but now, as much as it hurts, I don't want to be with him any more. I feel used and miserable, and I don't believe I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. I don't expect to talk to him everyday, but it would be nice if he got back to me once in awhile. It'd also be utterly fantastic if he actually initiated conversations...but hey, I got him laid once, so apparently my use has run out. I am totally convinced he used me, no matter how nice he was to me before....he started treating me like crap shortly thereafter, so apparently that's all he wanted to begin with.
I went out on a Wednesday for the first time last night with Lauren, Nicole, and their friend Alicia. I pregamed with tequila sunrises and 99 apples with cranberry juice so I was sufficiently buzzed by the end of the night.At one point I was just sitting in Lauren's room and I burst out hysterically crying. I hate him for making me feel so bad...The night was pretty fun though. We hung out in Tony's and drank and then went over to a nearly empty Rat to play Asshole and dance around.
Corinne picked me and Erin up (who met us at Tony's later that night) and then picked up our friends Julia and Mary Beth ( a really good friend of mine) when we saw them walking along the street. I drunkenly told Mary Beth what was going on, and she was so awesome about it. All of my friends have been. Lauren, Nicole, and Lisa especially are threatening to torutre Chris at The Rat if they see him out and Mary Beth just kept telling me what a beautiful and worthwhile person I am. So things could be worse. Chris sucks, but my friends fucking rock.
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