Almost... 10/31/2003
When Chris had asked if he could come over that night I assumed it would be laidback, like it was last time. If anything, it was the exact opposite. It started out normally enough with us cuddling on the couch watching 'Training Day." All of a sudden, he just squeezed my side and when I went to turn to him, he began kissing me...and we didn't stop. He had half of his body off the couch and half was on top of me. I kept asking him if he was OK, if he was comfortable, and he kept telling me he was fine. The position was awkward anyway,so I simply straddled him on the couch. Apparently he likes that position too because he gave me the biggest grin. His hands were on my ass and up my shirt especially. My PJ tank top was practically wrapped around under my arms so I whispered, "Do you want me to take it off?" He whispered, "Yeah," so I took if off and chucked it on the floor. He has pretty big hands and they basically cover my chest. My robe came off next. Then, feeling especially bold, I started unbuttoning one of his shirts. I then realized my apartment-mates might be coming home any minute so I suggested that we go into my room. We made small talk for a bit while I grabbed my robe and went into my room.
Once in my room the robe was soon on my floor and Chris was on me. I took off his shirt. After kissing for awhile, and he fingered me again, I asked if he wanted to sex and he said,"Yeah." Feeling really really REALLY bold I put my hand down his boxers. Penises are a lot smaller than I expected. Maybe it's just his...I dunno, I'm not really experienced in that area. I'd never given a hand job before and I did a really terrible job at it. I think I tugged or something because Chris whispered, "Don't pull it." I felt mortified but had no idea what to do. I wish he helped me or something. It felt like it was getting hard and then he told me to stop so he could put on a condom. Apparently he lost it because he kept getting really frustrated...this happened like twice. He went into the bathroom once but apparently that didn't help either. At one point he was able to put on a condom and tried to have sex with me but lost the erection.It was kinda funny...we were both laughing saying,"This is just ridiculous." He also has no clue about female anatomy...he kept trying to...errr...put himself in the wrong place...I couldn't help but laugh...it was like a scene out of 'American Pie.'
I felt bad about laughing at him so I said,"I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing with you." He thought it was funny too but was apparently really embarrassed. He tried fingering me again, but at that point I was bored with it, but didn't have the heart to tell him. It's funny how little sexual knowledge I have, but I already know how to fake an orgasm. Finally he admitted that he was really nervous and just couldn't do it. He was like, "Can we do this tomorrow or something?" He was soo cute about it...I said sure and we just went to sleep. He's so adorable, he immediately put his clothes on. I had on nothing but my bra and my sheet wrapped around me.It felt good sleeping naked next to him.
Chris, like my dad, like the cold and had decided that during the night he would not only turn off the heat but also open both windows. I woke up shaking and decided to take a shower. As usual, Chris was up and awake after I got back into my room. Not knowing what to do, I got dressed in the bathroom. We talked and hung out for awhile before I drove him back. We had decided that he would come over that night to hang out. I had so much work to do that I e-mailed him later that day and moved it to Sunday night. On Sunday night I still wasn't done so I moved it to Monday night. We ended up seeing 'Runaway Jury" which was ten times better than "Kill Bill." Chris had his hand on my leg within the first twenty minutes of the movie. I noticed out of the corner of my eye that he kept looking at me. Finally I whispered, "Hey Chris?" and when he turned to look at me I just leaned over and kissed him. Later in the movie,out of nowhere, he put his arm around me and started kissing me. I joked with him, "Sure you don't touch me when we were watching your movie..."
At one point during the movie I mentioned that one of the scenes had made me hungry so Chris asked me if I wanted to eat after we left the movies...We stayed out til one thirty in the morning, hanging out and talking about our families at Dunkin Donuts....Then, later that night we talked for another hour and a half over IMs....I really like him, but I'm trying not to expect too much...
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