I had a feeling this might happen. I’m super crazed at work and even though I have my Argentinian New Year’s Eve entry nearly written, there’s SO many other things I want to make sure I write about…like how crazed I am at work!
I also have a #metoo entry about ¼ written - I started writing it when this whole thing came about (yes, there’s a ton of stuff I have to say about #metoo), and then the Aziz Ansari thing happened and I feel super weird about it all now. I may be blasted for this, but I feel quite angry and at the same time super saddened about it. People are saying that they knew somebody was going to fuck the whole movement up, and I feel like it’s already become such a confused and confusing movement and my belief in animal instinct and sex and political correctness are all kinds of jumbled at this point.
Combine the above with the shit that’s being texted to me by a couple of different dudes and I feel super weird about all things male and female now. The referenced string actually had a LOT more to it, starting with a dick pic while I was in Argentina!
I feel like this could be the end of my dating career, you know? I am absolutely not interested in a hookup and how is anybody going to meet anybody when we’re all too weirded out to even get together?
But I DO have a date on Friday, so you can take everything I just said above and do with it what you will. Maria fixed me up with somebody and I’m feeling so “meh” about it. He seems sort of excited from what I can tell, but I told him I had a super busy week and I could only meet on the weekend, so we’re going to meet on Friday after work. Details TBD.
And then there’s my crazy family, who seem to be getting more and more Trumpy, if that’s even possible. How can it possibly be that my brother is backing up the “shithole” comment?!! I feel like I’m living in the twilight zone!! I don’t know up from down anymore. I was simply gobsmacked when I heard my brother’s comments. I left my parents’ place in such an uncomfortable state of mind.
Perhaps I was bitchy? I was not very happy about anything that day (Sunday), but my mom was also criticizing my haircut and telling my sister-in-law how to discipline her baby, so…
Just all-around weirdness.
Okay. I gotta roll. I’m at the office and need to get more shit done. Just nice to take a quick break and get some of this stuff out.
I love and miss you. I hope to read and write many more entries soon!
xox,
GS
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