Cant afford bills,puppy drama,2 weeks pms in Misadventures of West Virginia Woman

Due to all these snow day my paycheck has been cut a lot. With Talan getting about $100 a week we were depending on me to pay the bills. We got a $400 power bill i have no idea how to pay. I fear i might need to choose between rent or power bill soon i am terrified. I might have to sell some things or ask dhhr to help us. I have no idea how to do it. I never put myself in this bind before.

My dad called me demanding to know why i paid my car insurance late. I told him as long as it is paid dont worry about it. I have always been good to pay my bills till recently. You cant pay them if you are not making enough to get by! He just assumes if you work you can afford all bills. My mom works he stay home. He hasnt had a real job since 2000. He stays home.

Talan my fiance wanted a puppy. Our contract to rent the land says only 2 pets or we will be evicted. I told him no he kept arguing with me. I was so annoyed i pushed the screen on my phone to hard now there is a black glob midscreen. I need to fix my phone eventually.I cried it broke. He argued he will lie one of the cats died. He will spray paint all windows so no one can look in. When i told him no he threatened to take it to his moms he will live there with the dog. I told him he can move back with his mom if he brings that damn dog into my house. He said it is my damn home too! I told him my name on mobile home not his. I told him he tries get rid of my cats i will kick his ass out. The cats are the one thing i will go to war over!

Talan realized it was my way or the highway. I told him buy us property then get a puppy but going against the contract can evict us. I cant afford to move the trailer.

School is on a 2 hour delay today. I got to go get ready. My pms is causing me so much pain i cant function. No matter how much i need to cry i got to guard the school for money..i hate being so miserable. I at least want 1 kid before a complete hysterectomy. I hate to put myself into early menopause but it better than 2 weeks of pms a month!