okay, here i go i guess.
today i went and saw my therapist for the first time in a month in a half. i’m having a hard time paying off my insurance deductible or whatever it is. i don’t understand much about it or really how much i’m supposed to pay. they have me on a payment plan now though, so that’s good. i’m terrible with money.
i told her a lot about my problems at home. nothing serious, but my boyfriend’s brother is a complete idiot. he’s a jerk. i want him to move away, far far away. he’s always doing stupid stuff like bringing home random girls off the internet and having them spend the night. one day we’re going to get robbed or murdered, i swear.
next time i’m there i’m going to bring my boyfriend in. we have communication problems. he shuts down and then i get frustrated and lash out. i’m really hoping we can improve on this, it’s one of our biggest issues.
tomorrow i have to go to work, i don’t want to. i’m tired, i’m always tired. it won’t be so bad i just hate going. so does everyone, though, i suppose.
i ate too much today. most of my calories was in tiny high calorie food, though. wish i had abstained. tomorrow will be better. i’ve started drinking way more water than other beverages, so that is definitely good.
they finally fixed the heat in my apartment. it’s a little too hot now, though.
i’m tired. so absolutely tired. so so so so tired. good night.
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