I'm not an exciting person. Pretty crappy actually in Me

I love writing, although im not very good at it. I’ve written diaries before but someone I hardly knew read one once and I cant get passed that. Even doing this makes me feel anxious. I want to write about just me. My thoughts that I cant express out loud. I don’t care if anyone reads it or not. Just getting these thoughts out of my head and into the universe may help relieve the pressure it creates. My brain feels like it has rubber bands all around it because of everything I don’t say.