Caught a cold. Great timing, the day before school starts up again. C slept all day today, can’t say I blame him. It’s his last shift on nights for the month. I had a pretty boring day. Got to talk to D lots today though. We were talking about names for the daughter we will one day have.
My wrist hurt really bad at work today, so did my knees, which is strange. My knees usually don’t bug me unless I’ve been sitting for a long time. I hope I hear from the rheumatologist soon.
I wish C had the drive that D has. C thinks that life will get handed to him on a silver platter and that’s not gonna work for me. D will either be joining the military, or becoming a mechanic. Two very attractive jobs. I hope C realizes that life takes work when I break up with him in March. I can’t wait to get out of this house and this town.
I bought a card for D today. I’m going to write a bunch of poems and little sentiments and mail it to him. I hope he likes it. He cried when he reads the poems I write him every night. I hope he knows what he means to me.
This is tonight’s. Not my best but.....:
“You brought love into my life
A tortured soul
A heart to protect
Without you now
I’m lost and alone
But when you say
I love you
I know you’ll never go”
Not my best poem. Oh well
Goodnight <3
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