Colder Heavens in Every day scata

Blanco White

7 am

-7 degrees this morning, but thankfully no windchill.

Almost answered a text back from the other B&B at 5:30 this morning. Realized what time it was and closed it down. I don’t think he would have appreciated a text at that time of the morning. At least I now know they have no bookings so far this month so this job is going to be a touch and go thing. ::sigh:: But I knew that. I honestly don’t see him having any bookings until spring tbh. I’ll still keep my Sunday afternoons open, because I’m usually wiped out after working the Alpenhorn on Sundays in the first place.

My wrist is absolutely killing me this morning. I thought the pain would start to get better, not worse.

It sucks that I really can’t do any postcrossing. I’m bored as hell, but even writing with my left hand it’s messy as hell. I guess I could write and explain that I’m in a cast. It would be something to “talk” about.

I do think that once my wrist feels a bit better (took another painkiller) I’ll do a few writing prompts and inundate you with entries today.

Time for more coffee.

9:26 am

No call back from the Alpenhorn. Ah well. I tried. Maybe they’ll call later in the day. Feh.

I do have to venture out either today or tomorrow to the store for cigs. I wish I had the money to do a little shopping. It’s not like I don’t have any food. There is plenty of food in the house. But nothing sounds interesting to me lately. I think that I’ll have miso soup and a grilled cheese for supper tonight.

I finally cleaned the coffee maker. omg it was gross. It’s hard to clean something that is in constant use.

I am so damn bored right now. It’s making my mood tank. And even though I just mentioned that I have to go to the store, I honestly don’t feel like going. I’d lay down and prop my wrist, but that would mean dog hair all over me and then I would have to change clothes if I change my mind about going to the store. ::sigh::

2 pm

Didn’t go to the store. Decided not to, but I haven’t laid down to rest my wrist. I was going to but then I approved a post in the LGBTQ bipolar group and I don’t ignore posts that I approve. And I swear the owner flaked out completely. He never does anything, or comments, or whatever. It’s not a busy group, but it’s annoying.

I’m hungry, but don’t want to eat. I’ve been binge eating for a week now. It’s gotta stop. I know the reasons behind it… depression, and boredom. I just don’t know how to get rid of either of those things so I stop eating everything in the house.

The pain in my wrist hasn’t gotten any better. In fact, it must be pretty swollen today. The cast feels really tight. I know, I know. Go and lay down and prop up the wrist. But I don’t wanna. ::stomps foot::

5:30 pm

I did lay down for a little bit. A half hour or so. Didn’t help my wrist and I started to doze off so I’m up.

Pam is letting me use her tablet. Windows 10, which I’ve never used (hush I know) and I need to set up all my stuff. I need to use it for the prompt on the fourth.

But first I need coffee.

See ya!