12-23-17 in Everyday Journal

You’d think that Christmas is a time to celebrate and be happy right? I mean it can’t just be me that is constantly stressed out, and worried. Tonight I was at dinner with my three brothers and my mom and dad but, my mom was passing around those Hawaiian rolls (yum) when I asked for one she turned to me and said “you’re the kid who doesn’t need the food” yeah sure I might be a hormonal teenager who’s not confident or something but, It still hurt I’m always really worried about the way I look. I’m not fat but I’m not as skinny as I’d like to be and that makes me uber self-conscious, I just needed to get that off my chest ya know? Well I mean total strangers are ligit reading my diary to you I hope you enjoy my soap opera of emotions