Happy New Year, right? Eh.
Life has been ridiculously hard. Finances are nonexistent, we're lucky we still have our house (for today). My marriage is falling apart at the seams. My children demand much attention, and I have no patience lately. I couldn't afford this months PPD script, so I'm without. It's like $10.
I don't have $10.
Josh worked the ENTIRE weekend. Literally came home for a few hours each night to sleep. The kids miss him, I don't know if I do. We were left with no car, no money, no diapers, no milk, and barely any real food. It was a HARD weekend.
It's ridiculously cold out, and last night 6 of my chickens froze to death, literally. I have 5 left and they are currently in my laundry room.
See why I haven't written?
I've tried to come into 2014 positively. Each day gets worse.
I will stay positive. A friend of mine asked if she could send me a Bible. I want to read it entirely this year. I want to pray and have been each day. Small blessings have been happening. A friend offered to send some diapers and Motrin (Liam is teething and sick, and we DO NOT use Tylenol. Especially with new links to autism). So like I said, small blessings.
I want to focus on me this year a little. I've started doing yoga and it's amazing. I'm cross stitching and learning embroidery and I love it.
But I'm exhausted. Still no word on disability, food stamps, or insurance. I sleep on the couch, I barely sleep. I live on coffee and redbull.
I'm still staying positive.
I created a team to walk in a walk for Autism this May. My goal is to raise $1,000. Because there is not enough awareness and research in the most common epidemic plaguing our babies. The number is 1 in 55. Think about that.
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