I feel in Who I Am

I feel like I’ve lost my happiness.
I feel like I’ve lost my confidence.
I feel tired.
I feel lost.
I feel depressed.
I feel annoyed.
I feel fucked up.
I feel like screaming and crying.
I feel numb too.

This job is sucking the life out of me.
I asked my boss to come in today and I told her I can’t do it, and I’m sorry.
This is beyond anything I can handle. This isn’t just a bad day or a stressful moment.

This is. HORRENDOUS. I cant fix this.