Anxiety x10000 in Who I Am

My anxiety has been through the fuckin rough this entire week. I started my new store and got my period all in the same week. I am SO tired, I’ve been opening every day for the past week and doing training. I lost the four pounds i gained last week already though, so that’s good. I just need to not let my weight fluctuate like that…

I already have to write two people up, and I’ve already had someone tell me to call them if someone calls in to pick up hours, and then when i tried contacting them i got no response. PEOPLE man lol

I’m so tired. Oh my gahhhhd.
I don’t know if I wrote about my 3some with that married couple, but it was wayyy dope. she ate me out and so did he, both made me cum, and then we shared his dick and makde him cum. it was hot. 10/10 would do again. in fact im meeting up with another couple on monday to try them out haha

I went out with my ex the other night for dinner, just to catch up! and it was good to see him! he looks like he’s doing pretty well. he did tell me he still loves me and that he misses me, and then immediately said “i dont expect the same response from you, after all i put you through, im sorry and i made abig mistake”

Wow.
I mean, exes always come back to say something to that effect. I do miss Matt though, he really is a genuinely good person. I just think maybe we weren’t meant to be, and if we are..then maybe our paths will cross again.

It’s odd, but I feel a smidge guilty for having all this sex with different people and hes just missing me. But its not my fault, and i have nothing to really feel guilty about. we arent’ together anymore.

Sigh. I wanna go to bed but i feel like work is gonna call me bc someone isn’t gonna show up. fuckery. i have that feeling and whenever i get this feeling thats how it ends up. but fingers crossed.