Ugh in Stories of my life... literally

So this crazy thing happened where i got pulled over, someone got arrested & I got 3 tickets & i have to go to court because i had too many people in the car while on my probationary license, car got towed. And now i can’t find my license anywhere. I’ve been looking for it for an hour. And I miss Josh but he doesn’t even care abt me so i don’t even know what to do. My best friend doesn’t care about anything all she ever wants to do or cares about is smoking weed. All my other friends aren’t really my friends anymore because they left or we just don’t talk anymore. this sucks so bad and I’m so alone. I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m going to have an anxiety attack but I think I’m being dramatic. I just don’t even know. I’m just tired. Really really tired.