Im back in Stories of my life... literally

I haven’t written anything for a few months now. Obviously a lot has happened since my last story. So the semester has ended, got 2 A’s, B+ & a C ended with a 3.3 GPA. It’s cool I guess. I’m just happy to be done with school for a few more weeks. Christmas, thanksgiving and New Years was good. I’m going to start from halloween. So this guy and I (Gabe if you have read any of my other entries) have some history. A few years back we had sex once after have hung out a few times and I was between a break up with someone else so I stopped speaking to him all together because my ex found out and a lot of people from school knew and i just stopped. He asked me if whatever we were was over and i never replied and we didn’t speak after. I kind of always wondered what would’ve happened if i didn’t stop talking to him. I wasn’t sure if it was all just sexual or what. Beginning of September 2017 he likes my instagram picture and texts me out of no where at 3 am. He’s in the military in North Carolina. I told him I had a boyfriend which I did but he still Snapchatted me. me and my boyfriend break up so I start talking to Gabe here and there and we start ft. He told me really personal stories and we talked about what happened in the past (us having sex, our ex’s) & flirting. We pretty much we’re still strangers but we started talking and he told me that he was coming to our hometown end of October (around Halloween). He lives across the street from my best friend who lives a block away from me. Halloween comes and me and my best friend went to a party. I was a little drunk, high and in a costume with heels on cold. I went to his house and things automatically got sexual from his end. I told him no but we made out and hung out until late. Im the type of person who catches feelings somehow. So we hung out a few more times than start having sex. At first it was really intense and a little painful even. But I kind of liked it so I kept going back. I didn’t wanna fuck at my house because someone’s always home & since he lived on my block I didn’t mind driving a block, hanging out with my friend for a few hours than going across the street to have sex & come back & hangout with my friend. I started to catch feelings but I knew exactly what we were. I wasn’t going to make myself look stupid and ask. It was convenient and consistent & he wasn’t a dick so.. Why not. I would say I had a crush not actual feelings. He left back to work in NC, would ft & text me. He came back for Thanksgiving & we fucked more & he left & came back for Christmas/New years and left yesterday. We only had sex twice this time. It got boring for me and I have this urge to look on his social media but the truth is I want to leave him back in 2017 as corny as it is. We were just fuck buddies and we have nothing in common and then fucking got boring. He still flirts with me through snap chat (replying to my selfies) but I never reply. So years ago I wondered and now that I did it it was fun while it lasted but i’m over it. So that’s one thing that’s happened since my last post.