My day in Stories of my life... literally

It’s been such a boring day. Me and Josh broke up because i told him we’ve been together so long and that we need a break (pretty much breakup) and so we’ve been broken up for almost a week but we’ve still been texting and everything everyday but today we didn’t talk at all. He texted me “yooo” today but 1. that make me feel weird because he’s never spoken to me like that & 2. i didn’t answer because I was upset about something I saw on social media with him and another girl. Although i have no reason to be upset because we’re broken up and i’m flirting with someone else too. Im just upset and so today was the day we didn’t speak. It’s been boring and emotional plus I have my period so that’s making it worse. I was at school and then i went with my friend to hangout and i’m sad because she’s going to leave town for a while and all my friends are gone. I just feel really lonely and sad right now. And I don’t want to say anything to the guy I’m flirting with because we’re just getting to know each other and if I was drunk or high okay but i’m not so it would be weird telling him how I feel. He would probably be freaked out. I’ve been at work since 2 and it’s been so dead which makes things even worse because time is going by so slow and it’s making me think about Josh even more. I’ve been looking at our pictures and videos and on all his social media. My boss asked me about him too and luckily we are comfortable with each other that I can tell him that things are bumpy. I wonder if Josh is thinking about me too. I hope so. He’s at work right now and he gets really bored so I hope he is bored and alone thinking of me too. Wow it’s all hitting me now that we are broken up. It hurts but I guess that’s life.