Daydreaming... in Fresh Start...

I’m still daydreaming… hoping that this will all go away and he’ll magically realize what he’s missing. I daydream that he talks to me at work and says he misses me and wants to try again. That he asks if he can come over. That he kisses me and hugs me or touches me in any way.

I’m also basically avoiding him unless I have to talk to him about something work related. No texting, no nothing. And it’s killing me.

There’s a lot of other fucked up stuff going on, but I don’t feel like explaining it right now. I want a nap.