Currently in Life

I’m sitting on the edge of my bed, my laptop is on my lap and I’m watching Power. This is a typical night for me, I’m currently indexing Native American census lists I guess I find it soothing to get lost in typing. It’s 3:39AM on Monday and I’ve been up since 1:00PM on Sunday I usually sleep during the day and stay up during the night because I have nothing else to do. My depression and anxiety make it hard for me to function, I long for the pure happiness people get to experience. I’m lame I know…