Focus 2/28/2002
I called my mother tonight. I basically told her everything that was going on, and once again, she was the most awesome person in the world. I love my mom so much...I honestly don't know what I'd do without her. It seems to me that whenever I'm away from home for long periods of time, I tend to lose my focus. Things that was seem preposterous to me while I'm at home, surrounded by loved ones, start to make sense to me when I'm away at school, alone. Like dropping out. I talked to my mother for a long time and she said that dropping out would truly be one of the biggest mistakes of my life and i would regret it. She didn't say it in a threatening way, she just put it out there for me to think about. My mom will never tell me what to do; she doesn't judge. She tells me her opinions, and gives me advice, but the ultimate decision is up to me. I feel a thousand times better just by talking to her. Everything falls back into focus again. I'll switch to Binghamton, I'll join a sorority, where I know some of the girls and I know most of them are nice, and I'll deal. Like my mom said, worse things can happen than transferring schools. GOD, I feel so much better!!
Again, everyone, you don't even know me and you listen to me bitch and moan and everyone leaves such awesome notes. Thank you thank you thank you. I just wanted you guys to know that between you people and my mom, I more focused and much less upset than what I was.
Thanks!
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