Third Wheel and Medical School 11/2/2001
I'm definitely feeling like the third wheel. Helen has disappeared. I understand that she really wants to go to Connecticut College, but 24/7 is stupid. She's become a recluse and only leaves when she needs to eat or go to class. She invited me to dinner tonight, but she never showed. I called her from the lobby, because I don't have clearance to go into her dorm unless she signs me in. Yeah...no answer. Luckily I had Erin and Dionne with me, so we all ate together. It would not have been so bad if it wasn't raining and Dionne kept reminding me EVERY FIVE SECONDS that we could've been our warm dorm right now instead of walking in the rain. OK, it was my idea of going to Helen's dorm for dinner instead of having Helen come to our dorm, but it was sunny and sixty degrees this afternoon and it seemed like a good idea.
When we got back from dinner, Erin said she had to study, so I went back to my room alone to watch "Blue Streak" and write in OD. I opened my door a few minutes later and I hear Erin and Justin talking and laughing. What happened to studying..? Justin used to hang out in my room all the time. I can't remember the last time he stopped by to say hello. I feel like the third wheel when I hang out with them...
At this point I just want to go to the best school I can, get the best grades I can, and go to medical school. Maybe Rochester will play nice an let me in this time...
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