I Feel Sick 9/21/2001
After I finished writing my last few entries, I was reading DreamWithin's diary. One of her diarists' Toni S, has been missing since the WTC bombings. Her brother is now posting on her diary. I feel so ill. Here I am, complaining about not getting into a club, and there is a man out there who doesn't know if his sister is dead or alive. At least if you know someone is dead, you have some closure. Hope is the worst and the best human emotion...
My sister IMed me today telling me she was coming to visit me for my birthday. I almost told her not to come because it's a Tuesday and I have work to do. I want her here now more than ever. I didn't even tell her I loved her before I signed off...What if that was my last conversation with her? What if, in that last conversation, I never got to tell her how much she means to me? Does she know? God, I pray to everything sacred that she does. Tell your loved ones that you love them every time you see them. That's what I plan on doing.
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