Playing Catch-Up 4/18/2001
I know I haven't written in awhile...I can't even say I've been busy, because senioritis has set in long ago. Just chalk it up to procrastination I guess.
I'm pretty pissed. Well, not pissed, really, just disappointed. One of my favorite diarists, OhmyStarz, deleted her diary and just kind of disappeared. It sucks because I REALLY liked talking to her, she gave great advice, our diaries were practically identical, and she's one of the few who has continued to post notes for a pretty long time. Grrr...I hate little things like this that piss me off.
Yeah...anyway, MJ is as confusing as ever. The Thursday before spring vacation, I was forced to square dance again. (An unspeakable evil). However, I got to dance with MJ (BIG smile) so I was able to endure. Our school was having a dance that night. I had made a comment about not going and he asks, "Oh. So you're definitely not going?" and I said no (I wanted to catch up with some work that I ended up not doing anyway). He says, "Well you should go." Now, just by the way he's talking, I'm kind of thinking he would ask me. I would ask him, but I am horribly, terribly, digustingly shy with these kinds of things and I'm terrified he would tell me no. I have had very bad experiences with boys, so it doesn't help my shyness problem. I ask, "Why should I go?" (C'mon MJ, ask me!!!) He just shrugs and says, "Because." Because?? What the hell kind of an answer is that?? Grrr.
Yesterday, I had class with him and he announces to me and my group of friends that he drove past my house every day over vacation. First, why is he driving to begin with, he's 17 and only has a permit? So I ask him and he shrugs, "Because I can." Good, MJ, add it to your list of crimes...Then I ask why he drove past my house every day, and he shrugs and tell me "It was on the way." Hmmm....? So then me and my two friends are playing against MJ in badminton (another unspeakable evil). Me and my other friend aren't that great at the game. (I don't understand..how come I can get A's in AP classes with my eyes closed, I can paint, dance, and do just about everything except hit that damn birdie???)Bernadette is awesome, so she and MJ got a great game going. They decide they only want to play singles, so me and my other friend got ousted. They basically ignored us for the rest of the period, which was real charming.(the sarcasm is dripping). Bernadette is not only beautiful, but slender to boot, and decides to take off her baggy sweatshirt in the middle of the game. She was wearing this strappy little tank top that every guy, including MJ had their eyes glues onto.
I think it's depressing that people can be beautiful AND slender. It should be one or the other...You can have a great face, but should have some sort of deformity to balance things out...like a scar...or a missing limb...J/K.
I don't want to write a novel, so I'll just split this one in two...that is, if you're still awake :o)
Until next time
Artist
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