New meds in Um book 1

I’ve been taking my new meds for a couple days now. I think they’re helping me be less anxious but I wish I was on a higher dose. I don’t see my doctor for another month to tell him. I think I’m still scared of car rides, I haven’t tried yet. Oh also my boyfriend came over last night. It went terribly. My daughter is really clingy and wouldn’t let us spend time together. Now I’m sure he thinks I’m a bad mother and is worried about moving in with me.