Hormones... in Fresh Start...

I am crazy hormonal currently. Fuck my period. I started late Sunday night.

Sunday caused a severe case of baby fever. Monday night Juno came on which upset me even further. I ended up basically crying myself to sleep. I told F I was upset about it but he just basically said don’t give up I’m going to bed, so I cried and haven’t said anything to him since. I figured he’d text me if he wanted to text me. So far, I guess not. Haven’t heard from him in 2 days and I’m not giving in first.

I had asked him on Monday about going to see It with me when it comes out but I highly doubt he will. He also deleted his fb page to get rid of chick, but then made a new one? He added K on there but not me. And I get that I deleted him off my fb, but he knows that was bc of chick.

So whatever, I’m going to cry and take a nap.