I saw Lucas today. It was weird at first. We kissed. I don’t know what I felt. I was mad because he low key said nothing about it. It was partly a test to find out what he would do after it happened. He didn’t do shit. He even started talking about random shit. I was so deeply disappointed, I didn’t even feel like talking to him. I wanted to know if he cared enough, but I get it now, he doesn’t. It’s okay though, I’m fine. I’m not feeling crappy about it. I realised I don’t have to feel crappy anymore after this kind of bullshit. It’s fine. I’m fine. Whatever.
I just wish he put more effort in our relationship whatever it is. I mean I can’t call this a friendship, friends don’t do this shit. I can’t call it a relationship. A relationship is definitely something different. Whatever.
Ugh.
Whatever. I’m just going to continue watching One Tree Hill.
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