I’m a diarist on this site. I’ve been here since OD. I was on open diary for ten years. I’m middle of the line popular. I write about my life and struggles. But there is one thing. One thing I have never written.
One thing not a soul in my life knows.
For the last three years I’ve been addicted to heroin.
For the last year I’ve added in a cocaine addiction.
How does no one know you may ask? How can I keep this awful fucking secret a secret?
I snort. I don’t shoot. I barely get high anymore. I wake up every day and my body aches until I get my “food” as we call it.
I do this to be normal. I do this so I don’t detox.
God. Detoxing is unbearable
It’s an intense fire in your bones and it’s the worst pain I’ve ever felt.
I don’t have insurance.
Methadone clinics are not free.
Help me.
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