glad you got a little getaway and were able to enjoy as well. i can imagine you must be different post ivy, and that it will take you quite a while to figure that out. i applaud the way you continue on tho. i'm sure you know that many would cave under what you've been thru, and i'm sure there are days that you want to. but you are there for those kids and that helps your healing too...no matter how slow it may come. they need you and you need them too. i'm glad you have each other.