I had my first official day back at the company today, there are only 4 new members (originally was supposed to be 9) and all of them have specific genres of dance training. Kind of cool and zero threat to the rest of us. Today was a 14 hour dance day and I'm so exhausted.
The company is enforcing gym hours, and team dinners. I am really not sure how I feel about either one. On one hand I'm excited because it's a chance to bond....but on the other i kind of want no part of it.. I don't know. I'm conflicted. OH! The director asked me today if I would run dance clinics one Saturday a month for local area kids...awesome! I'm excited for that.
For the next month, only on Wednesdays, I'll be teaching a class of 5 year olds, good pay and super close to my house. I am also super excited for that. I got 4 minutes worth of choreography done today in like 90 minutes. I love when choreo just flows and you don't have to think about it.
I haven't been sleeping. Actually I never sleep very long even when I am sleeping. I get like 4 hours a night max, totally annoying. Lately, I just stay exhausted.
I've been taking diet pills because they give me energy and they make me not want to eat. Pretty effective when I have a crazy schedule. Also, I should buy stock in the world's coffee supply because I seriously drink so much of it. But I have to ingest a lot of caffeine just to function. there's no other way fro my body to recharge at this moment.
My therapist wants me to write a Bucket List. I think she's insane and I probably won't do it. I do almost everything she asks...this doesn't make sense to me.
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