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So I'm pretty sure that one of my friends is going to be alone forever, and it's totally by his own choice, as much as he denies it.He broke up with his ex literally years ago, and has had multip...

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So I guess I should clarify, I only write in this diary when i feel crazy. It gets the crazy out of my head and gives me somewhere to put it... While it seems like I'm always in crisis, every ti...

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So I continued to get worse over the weekend. I passed out in a dance class on Thursday, and I got sent home from work on Sunday. I met with my therapist, I have a meal plan-ish. I have to hit ...

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I seem to be doing the crashing and burning thing that I do when I dance. I haven't been eating nearly as much as I need to be eating with the extreme amount of working out I now do everyday. I...

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So I had a power strip/surge protector die...my biggest one, i ripped my heating pad, i need a oil change (desperately!), and my computer fan died today. Now out of all of that....my computer f...

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We have 15 inches of snow on the ground right now, I'm so sick of snow and negative temperatures. The groundhog saw his shadow...I was kind of hoping he would bite someone. I would bite someone...

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I feel like I'm working so hard to literally get nowhere, sometimes. Today is one of those days. I did myself no favors by over training this weekend. My muscles are tired and sore and complete...

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So I've spent a combined 16 hours in the Studio the last two days. I'm so exhausted and beyond sore, but I got a lot worked out in my head...and let's be real...is where all my issues are. My b...

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The audition went well, I don't officially find out anything until Tuesday. If you want to know what the crew looks like that I auditioned for you can look up Crazefaze on youtube. Note: I do n...

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Continuing to write and shocking everyone who has known me for years, My crazy schedule has officially begun. That means 14 hour dance days Tues/Thurs and 6 hour days days on Mon/Wed, Friday is...

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Even though I'm former OD'er I almost never wrote there. I somehow managed to make a few close friends there though, all of whom I have on facebook. I'm saddened by the closure of OD but not b...

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I had my first official day back at the company today, there are only 4 new members (originally was supposed to be 9) and all of them have specific genres of dance training. Kind of cool and zero...

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I am almost 30 and still single, a major point of contention for my very Catholic family. I am also a lesbian, one more point against me in my family. I choose not to talk to my biological mother...

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