Sort of in the middle of my day and I want to take a break. I have a big “thing” I have to present on Thursday and it’s going to take hours to pull together, and I just need to breathe, so I thought I’d write an entry.
Not much to update since yesterday, except for the fact that I went back last night to read some entries about the time when I went out with BIL way back when (to remember the history) and it was actually 2 years ago! So much, and yet so little has happened since then. I can’t believe I’ve been out with so many guys and yet nothing has come along in those two years worth writing home about, really. Sure, they were pretty good stories (BIL, his friend, the Icelandic Pilot, the Bulldog, the Hot Red, the Tree…the list goes on). When will a good one show up? When? It’s clearly not for lack of trying.
And ha. Or not-so-ha…SexyPants sent me a text on Sunday that simply said “Happy Easter!” and nothing else. I said hello back, but that was it. Why bother reaching out, dude? Why did I even bother to answer? I don’t understand people.
Today I’ve also spent a little bit of time thinking about how my company might run if I were to go off on my own and have a consulting business. I already have a website, but I’d need to change it…maybe I’ll change it now. Just gotta research how to do that and what’s the way to go about doing it in the right way. I don’t want to think about it too much or I’ll never get anything done. I’ve tended to have analysis paralysis in the past, and that’s something I’m working on. Better done than perfect, remember?!
Ugh…and now it’s the end of the workday. I ended up getting caught in all kinds of work drama today. What else is new? I’m going to let that shit go right now when I walk out the door. I’m walking tonight with [Athena]. I’m walking it all off.
Tomorrow I’m working my ass off and then I’m going to meet my friend Cindy at a fancy pants bar where we will sit outside and have cocktails and civilized conversation.
And then Thursday I’ll do my fucking presentation (where all the drama will come to a head and I better get some backing for my efforts - Boss hardly ever has my back), and then I’m going to breeze out of here (hopefully at a decent hour) and attend some kind of charity event that Maria invited me to so that we can get Italy details ironed out over more cocktails.
How’s that for planning out a week? I have zero weekend plans, but that’s OK. I’m going to be exhausted by the end of this week. It’s a doozie, that’s for sure. I have been living for weekends for a couple of years now.
I have a feeling that this fling with Bachelor Party Marty is going to be very, very inconsistent - if it even happens ever again. That’s OK. I’m fine if we never bump naughties again. I’m just happy to know that I can still do the damn thing.
OK. Time to go. I’m so done with the office today.
xox,
GS
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