Fucked up... in Fresh Start...

Work has been fucked up lately. Meeting on Friday almost seemed like it was going to end in a fight. My boss’s boss is too big for his britches and tries to micromanage everything. I think he’s finally pushed my boss to the breaking point. Not sure it’ll help anything, but he needs to be put in his place at some point.

I’ve been stressed over that and boys, so hello TMJ. Fucking hate when this shit acts up. Headaches for nearly 2 weeks.

Had a dental appointment today. Getting grafts done in May. Basically, they take skin from a cadaver that’s been kinda dehydrated and they rehydrate it with your blood then graft it on. I won’t be able to actually talk for 2 or 3 days and will be living on stuff like apple sauce for 7 to 10 days. Fun stuff. Plus it’s gonna cost like $1500. Whatever, it has to be done.

Really unprepared for study session stuff at work. Guess I’ll figure it out tomorrow.

Hung out with JM on Friday. He ended up staying the night and decently into the next day. Then V came over Saturday night. Sunday, my sister came over and helped me clean.

JM asked me what this was and I said I didn’t know but wasn’t going to rush into anything and didn’t want him getting hurt again. So we’ll see.

V came over and I made him a grilled cheese and we watched a movie then fooled around some.

I banded my baby goat yesterday. I felt terrible but had to be done.

I need to go do my pt exercises but I so just don’t wanna. I need motivation. I also need to put away laundry. And probably a dozen other things.

Was trying to make a budget at work today. I need to stop blowing money and start saving. I spend too much eating out. I need to limit myself.