First off, OMG thank you for the brilliant, smart, caring words, you guys. I guess I was thinking that if my entries aren’t peppered with scandal and intrigue, kissing boys or RADs or drinking champagne from sparkly flutes, they are boring, but as I said in a reply, I don’t feel bored. Just feeling that my entries may be boring to read…
I’m feeling well lately. This healthy living makes a difference, for sure. Little by little. Just like you can’t see an immediate weight loss when you go on a diet, you can’t really feel better the next day - it just slowly happens. And slowly I’m feeling more alive. Does that make sense? I haven’t snuck a cigarette in months and months, I’ve done my 5:30am pre-work morning exercise every single workday since I started the whole life challenge (since January 23rd), and I’ve kept my diet to healthy eating…not really cutting tons in quantity, per se, but quality. That means I’m still eating quite a bit of food (as in, not starving myself), but it’s a lot of healthier food. And I’m cooking much more, which automatically makes it healthier because I’m not adding the deliciously BAD stuff (as in, cheese or floury, bread-y type stuff…and now I’ve made myself hungry…growl).
My plan is to keep this up somehow after the challenge is over this Friday. At least until Italy…and then I’m going to let myself enjoy everything that Italy has to offer – maybe within moderation, maybe not . And then get right back on another plan of some sort. I do well on plans and tracking or measuring systems. I’m thinking after Friday I do some kind of 30-day thing (not Whole 30, but…). In fact, I can do two rounds of 30-day things right before Italy. Hm. What to do?
I’ve got until Saturday morning to figure this out!
OH, I did forget something a little scandalous from my last entry, so here’s some juice: I got another email from my college sweetheart (the one I met in Paris without the knowledge of his wife). Again, nothing happened, but it looked shady.
Anyway, in this email he was asking if I ever found the additional emails we’d sent back and forth making plans to meet in Paris – because his wife wanted to read them. I’d already sent him the final set of emails (the aftermath of our meeting where I was thanking him for the dinner/wine/evening the night before as well as for introducing me to his friend, Pascal), but I never forwarded him the kinda shady ones because I just didn’t feel like getting mixed up in this whole mess. Awful or not, I just didn’t do it.
But before I had a chance to even email back, he sent me another email telling me to disregard his request, and “disaster averted”.
So good. I hope they have everything figured out. I imagine there were some trust issues before, but I just hate to think that I am a cause for more concern from his wife. I’ve been in her shoes. I can’t stand the thought of being that woman. Never again will I do something like this that feels like it’s being done on the DL. I want to always be on the up and up.
Ok. Busy day! Time to move and shake!
Tryna stay classy…and with xox!
GS
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