Weird. in Attempt at cutting off Porn and Masturbation

I thought that by now (day 10) I would be jittery and anxious, yet after the initial grumpiness of this morning, I’ve had a weird calm and relaxed mood, which has been steady for the past three days now.

It’s like nothing fazes me. My coworkers think that I’m in a bad mood, but actually I’m just very relaxed and although I still kid around with them, it’s just in a much calmer way.