I get really tired of saying no and then having to explain why.
I get really tired of being the bad guy that says no even when the reason is a good one.
I get really tired of trying to be nice and failing because every time I try, something happens that makes me say no and have to explain why.
I hate that their mom has seen them twice since november.
I hate that for them and for me.
I get a half a break when I go to a friend’s house for the weekend, but only half cause I still have to find a baby sitter for them and take the youngest with me. So I don’t ever get time away from any child unless I’m at work or the grocery store.
I always thought “when a trip to the grocery store seems like a vacation” was a joke. It. Is. Not.
And I feel whiny and hateful just cause I want my life to be some sort of normal that doesn’t include homework and arguments and just general irritation from preteen boys.
sigh
What do I do?
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