pat evan jacob. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

um. so right like i put jacob recently got at me. jacob my ex from a little over 6 yrs. ago. i.............damnit where was i going w/this? um....................well when we broke up. actually he broke up w/ me over myspace. [remember myspace? actually it’s still in existance it’s just.it’s different now i don’t like it]. publically. so it wasn’t like he’d shot me a message oh no. i um i still don’t agree w/ that. in it it said it wasn’t working for him anymore. at the time of course i was upset. I spent time in my room under my blanket i had this dark purple blanket back then. we broke [well we there’s no ‘we’ about it since it wasn’t mutual] up Nov. 30th. 6 yrs. ago. i don’t know........if Michael and them knew or.or not i think maybe taylor did.

I knew jacob from. god what online thing was it? i don’t remember which one exactly but it was.one. i remember we talked on the phone a lot. actually what finally got me over him was liquid courage as they call it yes drinking. I called him once when i was drunk [well actually i called him a few times when i was drunk] and left a VM probably about the breakup.

before me there was jen his ex. and i did not like her she wasn’t v. nce to me on myspace. and then there was me. Jacob and I had plans but looking back i don’t think they were realistic. he was in mass i was here. i don’t quite remember exactly when he got together w/ Megan. but on fb she always seemed so nice. oh this was recently btw.

I know about a lot of old stuff old actors and singers and such and he just doesn’t. he also from what i recall didn’t retain that info when i told him. at least evan has retained what i’ve told him about bettie page. and that’s one reason it didn’t work between jacob & i. We didn’t have much in common in that regard. [no we..........really.............didn’t actually]. he was always you know sweet. when i was sick he’d ask how i was feeling. which really evan doesn’t do a whole lot of. but then. Jacob’s not fuked up the way evan is. tame people can be boring. my friend Mark is tame but it’s not.like exciting whereas w/ evan it was exciting. yeah every day was an adventure w/ him. and that was part of the attraction.

and Jacob still is sweet. sweet enough to have gotten at me some however many yrs. later cause he was curious how i was doing. yeah i told him i was curious why he’d gotten at me and he told me that.

Pat also.never threatened me. no we actually never fought or argued. but i also think he really tried not to w/ me. he loved me so much and not in the romantic way. [though apparently according to evan if we’d gone on a date that would’ve made his day too]. and Pat always treated me right. always. even when we drank together. even when i slept over. he always treated me right. wow.