(24th) I don’t remember if I wrote about my 2nd car accident or not, this was a week or 2 ago and I was stopped at a red light when someone hit me from behind very hard, it tore my back bumper up really bad and I had it estimated at 1,300 in damage and the guys insurance wanted to say it was totaled so they would give me 1800 to give it to them or 1600 and I could keep my car, i’m going with the 2nd one, I love my car and I’m not giving her up. My sisters boyfriend said he would fix the bumper but just now gone back on it saying he has other stuff to do, that’s what I get for trusting family right?
I went to the doctors today not the mental health one but a general doctor and I know this sounds stupid at my age but it was actually the first time I went to a general doctor by myself, I got a new stomach medicine. Mother is sick again really bad today, if she is not better by tomorrow then hospital it is. I have been feeling really down these last few days and even more so today.
(25th) I decided to take her to the hospital last night, pneumonia again. we were lucky she had enough strength to get down the stairs and she is feeling better today but wont be home for a few days. I have nothing to eat and no money, I mean there’s stuff here but I cannot cook it because I don’t know how, I’ve always been very dependent. So today the only thing I ate was a tiny portion of a hamburger my mother didn’t finish from lunch at the hospital. I don’t care, I don’t feel like doing anything. My depression has come back pretty hard yesterday and today and today my temper is even shorter then usual. I’m just overall very miserable. My mental health doctor retired so I meet this other guy named mark on the 27th, oh joy.
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