So for the past month I have been trying to get my medicine issue sorted out, I was on patient assist for Seroquel (Anti-Psychotic) and I was told to call the number on the bottle to refill it, they said I don’t have any left so I tried talking to the mental health place for the past month and so far nothing, on my last days worth of medicine then I am out. The nurse there won’t answer my calls or return my messages, I have called almost every day for the past month telling them I am running out but they still don’t have anything for me.I walked in several times, the nurse is always either “on lunch break” or on the phone, funny - that every time I call it goes straight to voicemail. That’s fine, I’m not going to even bother taking today’s, whatever happens as a result of me not having my medicine will be on that bitch nurse and the bullshit facility. I don’t care anymore. I had enough for yesterday but decided not to take them, I might as well get this over with. if they don’t have this figured out by my next appointment with my therapist I am canceling that meeting.
About my former friend, there is still a side to me that misses him greatly I had a dream and we were friends in the dream, so honestly I started having mixed thoughts, last night I played with my bro from another mo and he was talking with some of J’s other friends and they even said he is a complete asshole, so that put my mind back in peace and on track. I have also stopped taking my anti depressant just to see how it truly effects me and so far I am fine without both- although going cold turkey from 900mg a day is kinda scary, something bad is going to happen. I am curious though to see how I change without medicine, will I find the person I was before all this meds? will I find something darker? I am deeply curious by this. Surprisingly I am not mad, I’m free.
…Throw roses into the abyss and say: “here is my thanks to the monster who didn’t succeed in swallowing me alive.”
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell.
Beyond a place that you can see in the darkest corners of reality there is a place that you will find the damaged souls left behind where broken hearts beat as one and the healing process has begun there is a place that you can’t see in a land that’s free from reality.
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