MIXED FEELINGS in HUBBY

I AM SO STRESSED OUT. I AM FEELING SO MANY DIFFERENT THINGS. I NEVER WOULD HAVE IMAGINED THAT I WOULD FEEL LIKE THIS.
OFTEN I THINK THAT I WOULD LIKE TO MOVE INTO A SENIOR HOME. I DON’T WANT OR NEED ALL MY JUNK I HAVE IN THIS BIG CONDO. I WANT TO BE TAKEN CARE OF. I DON’T THINK I WILL GO BACK TO FLORIDA FOR THE WINTER. I HAVE EVERYTHING HERE. IF THE WEATHER IS BAD I’LL JUST STAY HOME. ANYHOW I DON’T NEED TO MAKE A DECISION TODAY.
HUBBY IS MORE ALERT SO I GUESS THE RADIATION DID HELP. WHEN WE DON’T HAVE VISITORS WE HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK. WE NEVER DREAMED WE WOULD BE IN THIS POSITION. ANYHOW I NEED TO HAVE LUNCH AND GO TO THE HOSPITAL.