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  • Jan. 1, 2014, 8:48 p.m.
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So my friend from OD suggested this sight, I figured Id give it try since OD takes forever to load and there's no way to know if your entry was going to save or not.

Right now my fiance is moving his stuff into my parents basement, including his pit bull Rufus who smells to high heaven. I have pregnancy nose pretty bad but he's still a ridiculously smelly dog. He's getting a bath tonight for sure.

This time last year I was incredibly depressed because my boyfriend Sam was sleeping with another woman and I was spending the new year crying into a bottle of Jim Beam bourbon. I continued to date him until he two timed me on my birthday and manipulated the situation so intensely that I actually ended up apologizing to the other girl. Yeah he was that good. He really destroyed me. I ended up in a mental health hospital for a week getting my shit together. Honestly, it helped a lot. A month later my best friend Bryan suggested we start going out to see where it leads...

Well, it lead to an unplanned pregnancy about a month and a half later. More importantly, it ended up being the best relationship I'd ever been in. Bryan and I are a great team, amazing lovers, and about to be some pretty prepared parents. Sure its not perfect. We both are a little unprepared in the education department and have to finish up school. We're both working minimum wage jobs at the moment and I guess we could have a lot more money saved than we do. My parents are a lot older than most of my peers' parents. All of their friends have grandchildren my age so they were pretty thrilled to hear that a baby was on its way. They've pretty much bought everything you can think of and given us their entire basement to set up shop in until I'm done with my masters degree and we get a house. This child will be spoiled.

I'm looking forward to having my son in March. I absolutely hate pregnancy and can't wait to get him out of there. I am sick constantly and he moves and kicks more than any baby I've ever heard of. I'm not looking forward to having my vag torn wide open but Ill do anything at this point to get him out of there. Bryan and I are saving up for a small modest wedding and I will start going to UK in the fall to finish my degree. Bryan is going to start going to school for a degree in education. I'm pretty damn happy. I just hope we can keep Rufus clean.


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