Lately I can’t accept that I might be done reproducing. All I can think about lately is how much I’d love to have another child.
I don’t know if this is because of the events of the past few months, or if it’s a strong biological drive that I’ve always had that’s popping up again now that I have regular periods and my uterus is empty.
I still don’t have a sex drive. I don’t want to have sex. I don’t even want to engage in sexual activity or kissing with tongue. The idea of it is very unappealing. And I understand that it’s going to take awhile for me to get comfortable with it again. But what if I don’t?
I’m okay with my current state of sexual being, quite honestly.
I am just not sure that having another baby will ever be in the cards for me, and it sucks, and I’ll have to come to terms with it.
Right now is just not that day.
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