Beautiful Rainy Day in Plan B

It rained all day. The car didn’t move. Made a easy quick dinner of just rice and black beans with salsa. Going to be lunch tomorrow. Now a cold front is coming thru of course.
Yesturday at work was busy busy busy and bittersweet. Here I thought one of our patients was going to rehab and I found out he was going to hospice. It hit me hard. Yes he is fucked up but he is strong. Fuck.
As I was leaving we got a “repeater” in. The second he was dropped off he rang his bell. He wanted to be moved to “the other bed” his tv didn’t work. This isn’t a holiday inn and no you can not be moved. We are doing rounds then I am going home. Good Night. Some times ya gotta nip in the da bud. Thankfully it looked like he lost some weight. Speaking of which we got a family in the one patient is so big she has a “Big Boy” bed and the whole family can not fit in the room at once that is how big everyone is. Tomorrow is going to be interesting.
One of my good friends had to put down his dog today. My heart is knows how his heart feels.
Things will get better. I just feel eee*wha. Going to have some tea and call it a night.