2:20 PM
So I had 4 days of good days, a good break from my depression but last night I just started feeling really sad and I have never felt so alone then like I did last night. I was overly tired though because I had stayed up till 3 AM the night before so I did have good-deep sleep. I dreamed about School (the thing is when I dream about a specific location like school or my home, it is never where it should be, for example, School in my dream last night took place at the mall in my town.) I didn’t dream about class or anything, I just remember talking to acquaintances-people who I knew in my dream but not in real life. Also there was a tornado in my dream but it went away before it hit me and it was raining lightly after that and I remember having to walk home, I said that I walked that distance before and even a greater distance but in real life I have not. And boy that would have been a really good workout of a walk because I live near outside the city. I would have to walk 2.8 miles down the highway (yes I checked that). I don’t remember much else, today I feel like I am in a mixed state, and I got a tremendous headache.
I have gotten back into playing grand theft auto 5 (online) and I have really been enjoying it. They added this feature where you can buy (with in game money) a super big yacht. It has 2 helicopter pads and came with 1 helicopter, 2 boats and 4 jetski’s, a huge bar with bar maid, a hot tub. In game cost was over 9 million dollars. I have invited friends over who were amazed at it, and although I am gay I did invite a stripper over a couple of times - especially when I had company over. Yes yes, naughty naughty me but I have to spoil myself in one world and it aint going to be in the real one.
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