I can not belive today is my 53'rd birthday.I somehow thought that by this age I would have my shit more together...right along with millions of others like me.I lived thru the "New Age Depression" as I see it.With the loss of jobs,houses and the whole entire economy taking a dump what happened to me is so main stream that it isn't front page news anymore.I survived it and now must move on in a direction that is best for me.I don't look at the New Year on New Years Day...I look at the New Year on my birthday.So far it is a lil hairy with 2 jobs and the house for sale and dealing with that crap but I know that everything will be ok.I am not second guessing myself so much and feel like this is the direction I am suppose to go.I don't even have second doubts on selling this house.I am tired of just dealing with it all.After 26 months put a fork in me I'm done.
I am excited to see where this new place takes me.I am moving into an apt.where I use to live before I bought this house.Only this is the "Back Apt." and it is huge.Natural wood floors and the people who own the place are my friends.They offered it to me an so I am taking it.I would rather have a secure place now instead of running around St.Pete.looking for a place and living in an unfamiliar place with gawd knows what kind of people taking care of the place.Also there are only 3 other apts.and there more studios than apts.and everyone is old like me.So I do feel secure there and Casie has lived there before so it won't be such a dramatic change for her.It will be a change for all of us and for the better.
In sunday's paper in the local section more people work 2 jobs than 1.That is not surprizing.You have to in order just to make it ~ if you want health ins.you better work 2 jobs.Speaking of which I have things to do for I go to work.Peace Out and In....an stay there.

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