Just Applied For A Permanent Position in Working From Home Is Not Near As Glamorous As You Think But It's A Helluva Lotta Fun

So nervous about this. I know for a fact, that EVERYONE that applies, gets the temporary position. The ones that make it through training, stick with it, and give a damn, get to stay. Now is when my numbers matter. Now is when it is all on how I have done. I need this job, I want this job. This job has turned around my self-esteem, has allowed me to gain my husband’s trust again. Has allowed me to see there is a life after battling drugs for more than a decade. Has allowed me to see that I am not my mom, and I never will be again. Has shown my kids that I am not my mom, and I never will be again. Has made my Papa super happy and proud, because after all, he was the man that started my obsession with the computer, and my camera. Has made me realize I can make money, without using my camera. And thank God for that, because that pressure was killing me. I am almost ready to pick up my camera, just for my own happiness again.
If I don’t get the job, than it is just not meant to be, and obviously God has something better in mind just down the road.
My favorite customer from today? The one that said : Well you know my dentist just has a nice butt.
She immediately went into mortification mode. Blaming auto-correct (no clue what she was trying to say) Her teenagers (they of course messed up her auto- correct) what? Just come clean, and say you thought you were chatting with a friend and put that in the wrong box. I gave her $10.00 credit, just for the mortification issue.
I love my temporary job.
I hope they let me stay.