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  • Oct. 28, 2015, 5:54 p.m.
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Hi! This is me procrastinating! I have two papers, a big project, and a giant project, and a bunch of other smaller things all due within the next week, and I’m being oh-so-smart about it and pretending like I don’t REALLY have to do it when I really, really do. Defense mechanisms are the greatest, aren’t they?

The best news I have is that I MET AN OPEN DIARY/PROSEBOX FRIEND! We’ve been friends for like seven years, and I finally got to meet her! We made an impromptu trip to Minnesota this past weekend, and I didn’t have enough time to meet everyone, otherwise I would have (sorry, guys :( I really did want to!) I really enjoyed hanging out with her, and it felt like it wasn’t even the first time we’d met.

Yeah! So. What else.

I have had a lot of things that I’ve wanted to write about, but I just forget or too tired to articulate it, or I’m just busy. I’m straight up busy. I guess it keeps me from thinking too much. However, it does not keep me from regretting so many fucking things, it’s ridiculous. This year of school has just been so difficult on me, and I cannot get over thinking that I’ve made the biggest mistake ever with changing my major. I’ll get over it eventually (probably when I graduate…), but for now, it haunts me.

Jacob and the kids are well. Cannon loves school so much and his conferences went well. He is thriving and had made some friends. I ask him who his friends are and he gives me the names of a few kids that he really likes. It’s very sweet! They told me he has a “girlfriend” in another class and she always runs up to him on the playground, and gives him a hug in the morning. She sounds like a sweet kid.
He also has been learning some adjectives and can almost count to 30! He’s obsessed with Halloween and monsters and bats and stuff.
I’m still working on having him write his name, but he’s never very interested much in that.

Lorelei is starting to talk more, and her favorite words right now are “no” and “ouch.” She hits me with things and says “ouch.” It’s pretty funny, although I dislike the “hitting me with things” part. ;P
She always wants her shoes on, even if we are inside playing. She naps with her shoes on.

Jacob still puts up with my grumpiness from low-quality sleep, and he still manages to have a good attitude despite getting 5 to 6 hours of sleep a night, among other things. He’s swell.

The Royals are in the World Series and they won last night! Hopefully they can keep up the momentum. I fell asleep around the 7th inning and I saw today that they played 14 innings. Crazy!

Well, I wanted to write about some deeper things than life events, but I suppose I need to get to work.


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