Soft Rain Falling.... in Plan B

Woke up tired. It’s ok. It’s only monday and have the week to catch up or not. I slept kind of crappy last night. The part of sleep where your really not completely asleep or awake. But either one is not comfortable for me. So now I am in limbo. I am thankful for the rain. Keeps things quiet and cool.
The weekend was a quiet one. Adjusting to a loss of nrg around here is going to take time getting use to. Casie Marie is such a force to deal with and to know that it isn’t around anymore is like air got sucked out of the room. There is a huge void. Huge. I miss her so much. Just the things she use to do…eating acorns. Ya she did. She wouldn’t eat alot of them but hey on our walks she like to crunch and walk. Everybody would stop and say “Is she a puppy”? Everyone loved her. Everyone.
Now to think of what the hell is going on with me. Monday is orientation and then there are days to follow. I did not know that. I knew there was orientation but I didn’t know there would be days to follow so to make a long story short I have to call them tom. and ask what days and what hours. I dare not say anything to the other company until things are in cement.
Ready to go. Ready to learn new things ready to meet new people. Moving forward never straight.