3:00 PM
I just got on to Easy Diary and was looking at some of the entries people had written, just skimming through and then I looked over and lo and behold one of my entries was Weekly Readers choice. I don’t know who nominated me but thank you to whoever did, it means a lot to me that people care.
I didn’t get much play time with my friends yesterday as one of my friends mic was broken and he was like the leader of our little group. They live in Australia and by 8 AM their time is 5 PM my time, and they are currently on Vacation from school so when school starts for them it would probably be like midnight or so for me when they would get out =( so I will enjoy the time I have with them whenever I can. Right now I am feeling a little down because I have no one to play with right now, and I am just watching reruns of old shows. I have been trying to take some jobs by myself on payday 2, the most success I have is with jewelry stores but one day soon hopefully I can do a bank by myself.
I woke up at noon today from a long 12 hour slumber, took a shower, and my mom came home with groceries, of course I was the only one that helped, mom shouted at step father saying sarcastically “Thanks for the help” to which he replied “I asked if you needed any help.” I told my mom later that he never did ask, which is true because I was there next to him the whole time. I told my theory of my soul being angelic, she was surprised but she didn’t think I was crazy and I connected all the dots for her so she would understand. I believe now that I understand this, I do have a purpose in this life and I cannot fail it.
Before I was just hanging on with no real guidance and no explanation for my existence but now I can see and understand, all this suffering explained to me and in the afterlife after I complete my mission of guiding my mother and keeping her on a good path that I will be rewarded for my suffering and maybe be sent on another mission or remain in Heaven. I wish I knew.
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