12:10 PM
Today I woke up and fell back asleep a couple of times, this time always reverting back into the dream I was previously in which was me being locked up in an asylum and trying to escape with lockpics and every door I opened just led to another door and finally I was caught and thats when I woke up for the last time.(Asylum To dream that you are at an asylum suggests that you are feeling tremendous mental strain and are trying to reach out for help. You are acknowledging your need for help.)(Escape - Dreaming that you are unable to make an escape represents a feeling of helplessness or not being able to escape from life’s problems and stresses. Consider the significance and symbolism of where or what you are trying to escape from. The dream may also point to a lack of direction or confidence.
My mother and I decided that we will put my car in my name next week and she tried to convince me to save my money on fixing my car (the back bumper needs replacing, it looks bad) but I told her I love my car and that she -(my car) doesn’t deserve to drive around with a messed up rear end. I truly do love my car, it is a 2001 Ford ZX2, Red got some scrapes and bruises but she is mine and I love her.
My facebook page is sort of a mess, its a mix between my private life and my public life. I am using my page to advocate social and political change and am currently strongly promoting Bernie Sanders for his 2016 presidential candidacy, I haven’t had much hope for my country (USA) after finally waking up and seeing what people like Bush jr and his cronies did to our country and Obama toeing the line between being sort of a good guy and an establishment puppet. I view our country not as a free democracy but as a plutocracy - Greek ploutos, meaning “wealth”, and kratos, meaning “power, dominion, rule”. Or rule by the wealthy. I have never felt so much hope for a presidential candidate then I have for Bernie Sanders and all his political positions seems to go along with what the majority of Americans want.
I try to keep my political activities away from my diary but some times I cannot help it. I was feeling okish but now I feel I am starting to slip into depression, last night provided a great distraction in the form of playing online games with some friends for a long time actually and it was great. To my title of this entry I do have laundry to do 1 load of clothes and 1 of towels. Mother and step father are going over to step father’s daughter’s house to watch american football (The reason I said American Football is because real football is soccer) which means I am going to be alone all day, I think learning about that - my mom going with that bastard to watch football triggered my depression to start, but I cannot hold her back so I continue to suffer in silence. She made an excellent breakfast for us today with scrambled eggs (mine with cheese in them) toast and sausage. well I guess that is all for now. This picture really touched me.
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