Just Go Away ~ Please ~ in Plan B

Got a call this a.m. and it said “Restricted” - one of my friends has a cell and it says that. So I thought it was her. Here it was Julie. This is from the way back machine. Her and I use to be friends. She came to my house a long time ago and stayed with me. Then left and went back to Ohio. Too make a long story short ( a real long story ) she wrote me a nasty post on f/b when I told her no she can’t stay with me. Her unemployment ran out and back then jobs were not around. at. all. I know because I was living here. Been out there every single day beatin the streets so I knew. I just didn’t need or want her around. Well the f/b post was so filled with hate, meaness and nastiness that I didn’t even finish reading it and just deleted right away. Who needs that negetive shit around when I am just trying to live? So this is her second attempt at calling me. She is thankfully back in Ohio and I told her to stay there. I also told her that I forgave for what she did but she is no longer welcomed in my life. Ever. When trust is gone - it’s gone. Besides I don’t need or want her friendship. But what she did to me really bothers her and somehow she is looking for us to be friends again. No. I have friends. I don’t need anymore. My life is good. I told her to take care of her Dad, her one brother and her daughters and grandchildren and to leave me alone. Don’t ever call me again. She tried to put it back on me and I just hung up. It’s on her not me. I kept telling her I don’t look back and that I never think of her. Ever and it’s true. My life is so busy now that giving her a thought just never excists. I am glad she is just back in Ohio and not here. I could just see her driving here looking for me and she would be the type that would. Whew. What a way to start a weekend huh?
Speaking of weekend....the Gecko Fest ( our town celebrates this lil creature ) is today and it is going to be busy and hot. Did a quick run thru this a.m. and will go way late today when it gets dark and cools down some. My car is not moving today. I am going to do some stuff around the house and lay low. Thankfully there are clouds around to keep the temps in the high 80’s instead of the 90’s. So that is good. Had a good night sleep. I am getting into this habit of sleeping on a friday night before I go to bed on the couch. I don’t mean to it just happens. Then I wake up for a while go back to bed and sleep thru the night and on saturdays I’m not so wiped out.
Thankfully that call from Julie didn’t shake me up just surprized me. That shows that yes I did move on and she didn’t. She is still looking for something and mayby one day she will find it. It isn’t my job to help her. It is a one man show.
Watching Houdini. Great movie. Feels good to chill. Then chill some more. Shine On ****