11:00 AM
So yesterday the stuff hit the fan and my moods swung wild all day long. For most of the morning and early afternoon I was super depressed and then out of nowhere I have a major manic episode that lasts the rest of the day and even up to the point where I could hardly sleep even after taking my sleeping meds, my anxiety med, AND my Anti-Psychotic.. I haven’t had a manic episode in months I wonder what caused it. So anyway I have been going through some major depression lately to the point where I cannot handle it so yesterday morning I called the place I go to (for therapy and meds) to talk to the doctor and end up talking to the nurse and told her my issues, I told her about the depression and night time anxiety but not the manic episode because that didn’t happen at the point when I was talking to her.
Last night our internet went out so I went to bed early and had broken sleep and woke up on and off for a little while before finally settling down sometime in the early morning and I had a dream where I was using Pokemon and I was fighting Team Rocket on several occasions, I was using water pokemon and it was a good dream. We have inspection today for our apartment, mom cleaning up and worrying as usual while I am more mellow headed right now, a little manic/excited. I was happy that my mother found 2 boxes of unused shoes one size 15 (I have big feet) nice and coal black that will be more of a formal shoe or when I am feeling depressed (I kind of go with a goth look sometimes when I am feeling down and I wear black) and the other was an old pair size 13 yet they fit me, so they will now become my everyday shoes. This is one less thing I need to worry about when it comes to spending money. According to the dream moods website dreaming of Pokemon means I am seeking acceptance.
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