i've been lonely lately in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

from yesterday again:

‘which is weird [or maybe not] cause I live in a house w/ um............4 other people. and 4 dogs. and 2 cats. but I don’t spend much time w/ any of them.
anyway.
i’m back here again. lonely as put. it started.....um fri. I think according to my phone. cause that’s when I called CA guy. um. 2 days after I saw him. but when I have seen him I miss him a lot less [er well although this seems fairly self evident. and apparent. well to me it does]. than when I don’t. so when I’ve seen him after i’m like i’m kinda ok not. calling him. him not calling me. idinno. um. mon. - wed. were good. not that the following days were er ‘bad’ or anything no they were ok. I was sick recently reflux thing. [I won’t detail]. i’m better now. uh on.........fri. I think it was I..........where was I going w/ this? oh it happened fri. [I don’t remember. oh no wait thurs. was trash night] ok. getting back to my point. and when I don’t feel good i’m lonely. er I get lonely. that’s the worst part of it in my opinion.

um. I guess that’s all I have to put on that.’